best moment..

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

we never knows our future

but 

we know how to plan for our future :)

Just want to remember one of the best moment in my life.

Allah, please guide me.

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Now

time

to 

choose

and 

move forward


Bismillahhirahmannirrahim.
Allahuakbar!

Hey U! Y so serious!

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Today i was upset. Do my statement look I'm such negative person? Owh, Sure.

Because, you never experience what I'm experienced.

It's really tired when you work hard to meet other people satisfaction.

Do I look like not sincere enough?

Yes. Sometimes. But I learned entice myself to feel happy with what I'm doing right now.

Allah, It's not because I'm not grateful with your gift,

But sometimes I'm lost. 

Down.

Day by day just pass like a wind...

I can't feel it..

Why...

I can't let myself down like this!

I can't let people fooling me!

No!

I can't  let YOU 

treat me

LIKE THIS ANYMORE

FIGHTING RISHA!

Allah is always be with U!

Allah, let me to prove 

THEY are WRONG!

Allah, give me a strength to face this test. 

I cried 

Please heal this pain

I'm not such person

Please let me be a REAL ME

happy

excited

energetic

passion

friendly

always made others happy

Allah, please grant my wish.

amin..

k. I want to get rest for a while...

Salamun'alaik.

 

i'm waiting...

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

I'm waiting...

who can save me.

save my heart.

save my soul.

AND

save my life.

who can drive me to gain His Love

who can lead my life for His sake

who can make me be a solehah

who can make me be a good muslimah

and

who can make me be a good lover of Allah

I'm waiting..

"my love is YOU, my companion is YOU,

my religion is YOU, my faith is YOU,

My body is YOU, my soul is YOU,

My heart is YOU, my life is YOU,

My ka'bah , qiblah, masjid, pulpit and Quran are YOU,

My worship- Hajj, alms, prayer, fasting and adhan are YOU,

My remembrance is YOU, my reflection is YOU,

My pleasures are YOU, my existence is YOU.

My support, hopes, and trust are YOU,

My religion and faith are YOU, my honor is YOU,

My shame is with YOU and my glory is YOU,

My pains, sorrows, tears, and laughter are YOU.

My pain is YOU and my respite is YOU,

My reasons for my happiness are YOU,

My reasons of comfort are YOU,

My beauty and youth are YOU.."

and

you

i don't have any idea who are you?

but i'm waiting

for this..

this kind of hopes,

and for that reasons

i should prepare my self to give the same thing for you.

may Allah bless my du'a..:)

insya'Allah.