Sunday, August 21, 2011

week 2- home sweet home.



In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

i just back from angsana. see! finally i went there! so tonite make sure i can finish all my the work which not settle yet..
owhhh dooo~~~ u know what, when i reached home, i saw kak sunah already ready with pasta
+ carbonara + her kek lapis sarawak for breakfast. owh.. so sweet! i told her, if anybody want someone to get marry, i highly recommend her as good candidate of wanita solehah! she can do many things. i really excited to learn many things from her. i do wish i'll learn how to make cake ( because she really good in baking cake) + cook western food!



(i just snap this pic! )

one of my housemate, we called her kak ajan. she really good in cooking especially cook local food + she really love gardening! good! everything is here! so i need grap this opportunity to learn as i can! chaiyo'!
life is all about learning process. Alhamdulillah, even the idea living outside the campus was not in my planning, but as we know everything happened must have a reason and Allah knows the best for us. insya'Allah.


okey. enough for this time. see u next time.





K. Salamun a'alaik.



Saturday, August 20, 2011

I'm coming back!




In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

It has been along time i do not update my blog

insya'Allah after this coming Eid Mubarak i'll start back update blog


this evening after dzuhur intan n i planned to go Angsana and Cytech (Computer Shop)
not for shopping but just walk around.
Intan told me that DEVOTEES will be perform this evening at angsana, JB. she's big fan to nasyeed team.
that's y she want go there. unfortunately the performance were extend to 5pm. i dun think i'll be join her to be there.
coz i have things need to be done.

yosh!..fighthing!

target to publish paper.. may Allah bless my du'a!
Please do pray for me, k. syukran.

k. salamun a'laik.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

P10- yes, i make it real!


In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Hi all bloggers and readers.

Alhamdulillah.
finally i finished my project 10 on Competent Communicator Manual of Toastmaster.

V(^_^)V
I still remembered when i try to tell my friend about toastmaster program, then they thought this is the one of master program and the other my friend said, "roti bakar" when she heard the word "toast".. owh no....

Actually i have to do my project at our last meeting club of MIM toastmaster club. however i ain't make it.I'm doing my final project after a week i went back from shah alam for sake of my mom. she was admitted to icu because of diabetes .Alhamdulillah. now she's getting better.

i did my final project entitled- what goes around comes around- i got the idea to present this topic from my analytical chemistry lecturer. before he starts the class, he will give us one story with full of good value.

Thanks to Allah to give me this idea and gave me this opportunity.
i don't have any idea that one day i'll finished my project. without the "enforcement" and support from my team, they want me to help our club to achieve the status of "distinguish president" and because i felt guilty, i failed to do my responsibility as secretary of the club since hold that position, then i decided to finish my project in 2 months. Finally, alhamdulillah. i did! "Dear madam president, I did!!!". Then i learned a importance values, "if u want something badly, then work for it hardly, 99.5% the success is in your hand. "
and you what, something happened to me, i can see it! what's it???? i felt that i quite immune with the pressure! i can work under pressure! all praised to Allah! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

okey then, enjoy some photos and video during the meeting.
:)



Thursday, June 16, 2011

hECTIC

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful


Alhamdulillah. Thanx to The Most Greatest Creator. I st ill can breath until now. My life... i don't have any idea how i want to describe. but still Alhamdulillah, He gave me a lot of lessons that was sometimes made me be better persons. Alhamdulillah. Even.. it can't be denied my life now was soooo hecticcc.. miserable, sometimes felt so down. but still i have face all the difficulties either i like o not.

Alhamdulillah
with this test
I almost complete to finish my project 10- toastmaster
to achieve competent communicator- even not so gud, but still alhamdulillah,
task: i have 2 do 4 project in 2 months- directly do my project n every meeting..
without face it with patient, trying so hard, and of course not forget to pray to Allah
i'll never at this stage..

lesson: face the challenge!

Alhamdulillah
with this test
im getting more hectic in my lab works, sometimes going crazy n loose my mind for a while..
I improved my learning process. It's okey nobody knows. But for me,
i can see the improvement in my self. i try my very best. yup. it was so hard.
i never felt this before. however, i learn to cool down, be cool in every situation that's make me
cant breath, almost killing me.. but when the time goes, finally i almost see the light. yeah. even it's not for the real.
but i can see i became more focus, more ready, more redha for every He decides for me.. n alhamdulillah with this test i really put my trust to Him. to prevent me from sad n regret, i really let Allah decides for me. Allah. let's my heart feels free to accept all the fate that U wrote for me in Your Kalamullah.

Lesson: Let's Allah decides for me and fight till the end! Risha, chaiyo'!

from now on, please be focus, always be in the right track, always give the very best effort,
sacrifice for ummah, correct your nawaitu, think positive.
Lets this hectic, miserable, hardness became a ibadah in your life by go through these things with redha, n always tawakal to Allah..
always, for every second, for every breath...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Allahuakhbar!


Tuesday, April 19, 2011

i'm waiting...

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

I'm waiting...




who can save me.
save my heart.
save my soul.
AND
save my life.

who can drive me to gain His Love
who can lead my life for His sake
who can make me be a solehah
who can make me be a good muslimah
and
who can make me be a good lover of Allah

I'm waiting..


"my love is YOU, my companion is YOU,
my religion is YOU, my faith is YOU,
My body is YOU, my soul is YOU,
My heart is YOU, my life is YOU,
My ka'bah , qiblah, masjid, pulpit and Quran are YOU,
My worship- Hajj, alms, prayer, fasting and adhan are YOU,
My remembrance is YOU, my reflection is YOU,
My pleasures are YOU, my existence is YOU.

My support, hopes, and trust are YOU,
My religion and faith are YOU, my honor is YOU,
My shame is with YOU and my glory is YOU,
My pains, sorrows, tears, and laughter are YOU.

My pain is YOU and my respite is YOU,
My reasons for my happiness are YOU,
My reasons of comfort are YOU,
My beauty and youth are YOU.."

and
you
i don't have any idea who are you?
but i'm waiting
for this..
this kind of hopes,
and for that reasons
i should prepare my self to give the same thing for you.
may Allah bless my du'a..:)
insya'Allah.


Monday, April 18, 2011

i care vS i " CARE"..

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Alhamdulillah.. i praise to Allah. I thank You, Allah.
Yeah. Thank give me a strength to face the difficulty in my life.
to face all the annoyed people.
i dun want to judge
but people always judge
i think there is no problem to judge or to be judged
however how the way u judge?
and how u accept all the critics.

Allah give u ways how to judge people..
as long as u dun hurt them..by the way u give criticism
sometimes people say i do this because I CARE..
owhh.. so sweeett...
the most important is your NAWAITU.
ask yourself
what's exactly your NAWAITU?
if your nawaitu is to improve that person, insya'Allah
i think the person who listen to your criticism will accept it easily
but
if your nawaitu is "something" envious..better u forget about it
yup. forget it
do u know this word,
SIN?
if u plan to do something bad to other people
The Raqib still not write your SIN in your "BOOK"
BUT if u already did something bad to other people
CONFIRM the Raqib already write down your SIN!

Let's correct our NAWAITU before doing anything

hey u!

i luv this songs..



and
this is the lyric

enjoy...:)


Maher Zain - Freedom ( Official Lyric )

Gathered here with my family
...My neighbours and my friends
Standing firm together against oppression holding hands
It doesn't matter where you're from
Or if you're young, old, women or man
We're here for the same reason; we want to take back our land

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we're here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We're calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you're here with us

No more being prisoners in our homes
No more being afraid to talk
Our dream is just to be free, just to be free
Now when we've taking our first step
Towards a life of complete freedom
We can see our dream getting closer and closer, we're almost there

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we're here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We're calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you're here with us

I can feel the pride in the air
And it makes me strong to see everyone
Standing together holding hands in unity
Shouting out load demanding their right for freedom
This is it and we're not backing of
Oh God we know you hear our call

And we're calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We're calling for freedom, calling for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you're here with us


Monday, April 11, 2011

nah! bufday card...:)





In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Alhamdulillah..

Sanah Helwah ya Ukhti!

(dah lame dah..) but im happy coz im able to create bufday card to my lovely buddies +sue and ina+here, in utm.
i wish may Allah bless our friendship will last forever.. ameenn :)


this is birthday card for sue

..and this is for ina!

:)

that's all for now. i just nak cube.cube conteng kat blog baru ni! :)