overtime..WOW..

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Now I still in lab...

What r u doing?

Surely now I'm creating a new entry for my blog.. lol..:p

Haahahaa.. now I'm waiting to do next experiment that will be conducted around 9-10pm.

Wow.. so productive.. haha.. What should I do??? 

To make sure I still keep on my track.. target to finish my master next year..insya'Allah

I must sacrifice a lot...

yup

must....

a lot..

okkeeyyy..

aaa loooootttt!!!!!!

:)

I target to finish this experiment at 11 pm. Hopefully I can make it real!

yeah!

Allahuakbar!

next experiment is ..

1. Centrifuge my culture ( my lovely *babies*) heee. to separate the pellet and supernatant..
2. Then the pellet will be washed with 0.85% NaCl twice (this is salt that u used for cooking hookey!) hehee.. but this one special for analysis..
3. Then transfer the pellet into new medium...now I introduce u..welcome.. Mr. Basalt salt!! ( Please give around of applause...:).hookkeeyy.. "be nice with my children, Mr Basalt Salt!"
4. Then.. alhamdulillah.. that's all for today.

(The picture of my *babies* )... hey u! these are the bacteria that I isolated 

from the waste water at electronic industry near to JB..

Tonite i want feed them with new food.

I hope they will be happy ..:)

Okey.. that's all for now.

See uuu theeennn..

Salamun'alaik

u made my day

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

I just back from Toastmaster's meeting. Alhamdulillah. It had been along time I'm not attend the meeting. Until I got the warning email from from the board of the club, then I think twice either i want to continue my journey in toastmaster or not. Finally I decides to continue.

When I be there it seems like I met a group of people who just like me. I don't how to express what I'm feeling when I with 'em. They are a group or great people. They not just great in their carrier (I should not mention what's their job... exactly really good) but they also good in social life. How they warm u, treats u until u don't feel discrimination even though  owhh.... they're really SOMEONE out there. They share the knowledge, joys, loves with others.  I think I learned a lot when I be there. Even everybody comes from different culture and religion but they know what the value of RESPECT and APPRECIATE is.....

Oppss.. I should go sleep now. Suddenly I don't have idea what should I write.. K. that's all for now.




note: ....baby dun cry...lol. I just listen a korean song...and I love the lyric..."baby don't cry"..:)

K. Salamun'alaik.

Hey U! Y so serious!

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Today i was upset. Do my statement look I'm such negative person? Owh, Sure.

Because, you never experience what I'm experienced.

It's really tired when you work hard to meet other people satisfaction.

Do I look like not sincere enough?

Yes. Sometimes. But I learned entice myself to feel happy with what I'm doing right now.

Allah, It's not because I'm not grateful with your gift,

But sometimes I'm lost. 

Down.

Day by day just pass like a wind...

I can't feel it..

Why...

I can't let myself down like this!

I can't let people fooling me!

No!

I can't  let YOU 

treat me

LIKE THIS ANYMORE

FIGHTING RISHA!

Allah is always be with U!

Allah, let me to prove 

THEY are WRONG!

Allah, give me a strength to face this test. 

I cried 

Please heal this pain

I'm not such person

Please let me be a REAL ME

happy

excited

energetic

passion

friendly

always made others happy

Allah, please grant my wish.

amin..

k. I want to get rest for a while...

Salamun'alaik.

 

Risha was not feeling well part 2

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Today I excited to meet my sv to show what I've planned for my experiment. 

Suddenly, something was happened to me. After I arrived at my lab, I felt strange. Meanwhile i heard sounds from my stomach... owh... I'm so hungry! I need eat something before my gastric will take over and ruin my day! Then I asked my senior lab mate to buy some food from grocery at ground floor. I decided to buy honey dew and "keropok leko" . Wow.. so yummy... I ate all the foods! 

When i came back to my lab.. suddenly I felt dizzy and something want to come out from my mouth... uuweekkk... opsss... then before anything happen i ran quickly as fast as i could.. then uweeeekkkzzz!!!! euuuwww... i say the keropok leko that i ate just now the toilet bowl! The keropok leko was sooooo... owh.. is't what i ate just now.. and again...uuwwwweekkkkk..uuuuweeekkk... owhh. what happened to me? i thought i okey. My fever already gone. Then I went back to my lab. A few minutes later, I ran again to the toilet. It's not difficult to vomit. When i saw the toilet bowl, automatically I vomit all the things from my stomach. It doesn't mean i planned to vomit. But it I still not fully recovery from my fever. 

Since my lab mate saw i was struggled running from the lab to toilet, she offered me to send me to the clinic. When I was there, the Dr. said it's because I still not fully recovery from my fever. Then she gave me medicine.. please refer the picture below. 

When i came back from the clinic everyone was busying to go lunch. But I planned to get my lunch after dzuhur with Kak Shakila. She's a Ph.D student. Doing same project just like but the scope of her project more wide than me. She urged me to take some food even though i dun planned to eat anything during lunch. I just want to accompany her. Since she was excited ask me to take some food, then I took rice with "ikan masak cili padi". but not so spicy as i cook. . heee...     

After we finished lunch, we went to PC FAIR held in DSI. Even I still felt dizzy, i really want to go there because the person in charged this programme is my housemate. :) go kak ila.. go..go... She doing everything for this program. From the beginning till the end. She's the one who try to sell the booth, payment, poster and etc..  almost 85% she's doing by herself. I'm proud of u, sis! 

After that, i went back to my lab. And again.... Last but not least before i got permission from my sv to go back home, i vomit again! Thank to ana, for sending me home. 

That's all for today.

K. Salamun'Alaik. 

Risha was not feeling well..

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Today, I’m not going to lab because I got fever, headache and a little bit dizzy. I texted to my supervisor to inform her that I’m not going to the lab today, however she don’t reply until now.

I don’t have any idea when my fever began. What I know is when I reached home yesterday, I got headache. I was wondering if I infected with the chemical during I run my experiment? Or it because of the chloroform was evaporated by my lab mate in fume hood. Do you know what chloroform is? Do you still remember if you take biology class during secondary school or during matriculation, one of the experiment they conducted is to operate frog or rats. Thus, they killed the frogs and rats by using chloroform. However the chloroform used at that time is being diluted. And can you imagine the effect of chloroform with high concentrated? It surely more dangerous… aiiiyaaakkkk!!

Now my body start feel cold and I felt freezing when the wind touched to my body. However with this opportunity I start to plan what I’m going to write for my report thesis. Planning is still planning, but I must keep maintain doing my lab work. I do wish my passion, momentum and energy is still there. Insya’Allah.

Now, planning anything should I plan while listening to the music.. lalalaaa….

Note: I got sign that I'm going to cry.. It keep happend to me till now.. I felt so scared. but I have to keep remind myself that Allah decides for us. Just go ahead with my life. Just face it. and Let Allah decides for you, Risha. Allahuakbar!

K. Salamun a’laik.

tired but AwesoME..

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

Fuhhh.. i tried so hard to finish what I have planned before!

Life as a master student, especially doing full-time research - chemistry or anything that u have to spend your time by doing labwork - not just need your “genius mind” but more importantly HIGH DETERMINATION, PATIENT, and PASSION for your work, then u can finish your master on time, insyaAllah. The same goes to those doing Ph.D. Permanent Head Demage--à Permanent Head Distorted! Hahahaa… Sigh -_-.. It’s true. U must enjoy doing your research work! If you want to enjoy, I have a few tips for you…

· Condition must be good (Supportive friends, helping each other not backstabing you!)

· Supervisor extremely must have good relationship with you.. erkk.. I mean. Support u. help u.

· Always say du’a may Allah always bless what u doing.

There is no word such as “ENJOY” in my dictionary of life as a master student, I believed Allah knows the best for me. I try slowly to put little happiness in working life. Alhamdulillah now I can smile even there is a lot sad things happened to me. Sometimes I asked myself am I not grateful to Him? Am I too demanding? Am I too greedy? I tried so hard to adapt with my condition right now. There’s a big difference between you tried and you want to try. Doesn’t matter I tried or not the result is still the same. But It’s okey, Allah knows what I’m doing better that human being.

Alhamdulillah, now I can smile. Thanks to Him who gave me a few friends that I proudly called them as a true friends. Helping me. Understanding me. Keep Supporting me. They accepted me as who I am and me either. I remembered one of my sister said, just focus on what u planned to do, like u wear a helmet, do not turn left or right.. just go straight till you reach your destination. People can say anything. Condemn you, advise you, praise you, but YOU are the one who need to make the decision. Chaiyooo!! Gambate!!! Go..Go..Go…. Insya’Allah. One fine day, Allah will reward you as you wish. Aminn..

(**Fighting!**)..:)

K. Salamun a’laik.

week 2- home sweet home.

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Dear bloggers and readers.

i just back from angsana. see! finally i went there! so tonite make sure i can finish all my the work which not settle yet..

owhhh dooo~~~ u know what, when i reached home, i saw kak sunah already ready with pasta
+ carbonara + her kek lapis sarawak for breakfast. owh.. so sweet! i told her, if anybody want someone to get marry, i highly recommend her as good candidate of wanita solehah! she can do many things. i really excited to learn many things from her. i do wish i'll learn how to make cake ( because she really good in baking cake) + cook western food!

(i just snap this pic! )

one of my housemate, we called her kak ajan. she really good in cooking especially cook local food + she really love gardening! good! everything is here! so i need grap this opportunity to learn as i can! chaiyo'!

life is all about learning process. Alhamdulillah, even the idea living outside the campus was not in my planning, but as we know everything happened must have a reason and Allah knows the best for us. insya'Allah.

okey. enough for this time. see u next time.

K. Salamun a'alaik.